This week has really reinforced to me that I'm a solosexual. To start with, I edged my penis all week, masturbating a LOT everyday, and didn't let myself cum until Friday. It's not something I do often, but it's fun now and then to go through a week extra horny like that. I took a picture of my big cumload with my phone, but it was too blurry and out of focus to really see much, unfortunately.
Also, my roommate was cruising for sex online a lot this week. He was pretty successful, though he had a no-show or two who flaked on him. This was another thing that made me realize that I'd much rather sit at home alone, masturbating furiously to porn. It's not the hassle of finding a sexual partner that turns me off, though. It's that I would genuinely rather spend my time pumping my fist up and down my penis by myself. I don't want to have tricks. They can't make me feel as good as my hand can, and they can't get me into the penis-crazed goon state I love so much the way porn does. I like masturbating with other men now and then (the upcoming Healthy Friction is a good example), but even then I have a difficult time staying hard. Watching porn and stroking together is fine, but if another guy starts stroking me, chances are I'm going to go soft. It's just how I am. I'm a solosexual and the best and only way I like sex is with my own fist.
I want to say that again. I'm a solosexual and the best and only way I like sex is with my own fist.
Can I masturbate while I look at your penis?